Half Hidden Behind a Thicket of Hawthorn

I really just want some money so I can buy a pretty new dress for my 21st birthday. Oh and to buy an...

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 02:07:54 -0400

I really just want some money so I can buy a pretty new dress for my 21st birthday. Oh and to buy an access code for my math class, so I don’t fail.

I should also be studying right now for my religious studies test tomorrow, but I’d much rather wake up super early and cram tomorrow morning before my class at 12:45. It’s do-able.

Old habits die hard, I guess.

Also, I have this really fantastic plan for my birthday next week, which includes:

-Getting a drink before I go to school.

-Have Jesse drive me to school.

-Go get a drink during the break between my two classes.

-And finally, go to dinner and drink more :)

Unfortunately I have no big plans. I wish I could spend the day with people like Haley or Bobbi. But stupid life has to be busy, and the distance between us is inconvenient to say the least.

drewmosley: For Naomi In Philly. FernBison 8x10” 2012

Wed, 12 Sep 2012 12:33:23 -0400

drewmosley:

For Naomi In Philly.

FernBison

8x10”

2012

Cut my hair all on my own. I don’t need no stinkin’ salon!

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 20:02:18 -0400

Cut my hair all on my own. I don’t need no stinkin’ salon!

Mammoth 2012 First night I brought out the big jacket… I...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 21:48:00 -0400

Mammoth 2012

First night I brought out the big jacket… I was the only one though.

Photo

Fri, 20 Jul 2012 02:51:13 -0400

Photo Taken by my lovely little sister.

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 16:12:00 -0400

Photo Taken by my lovely little sister.

I think you should be in love with Tumblr like me :) I hope you are feeling better about everything. I'm always here for you.

Tue, 08 May 2012 22:22:58 -0400

I try. I just haven’t really found something to be the center of my tumblr. My life isn’t interesting enough to post things every day about it. And I have been feeling better. Those earlier posts aren’t relevant anymore. For the most part:)

Rosie LOVESS Popeye :)

Tue, 08 May 2012 21:08:36 -0400

Rosie LOVESS Popeye :)

Photo

Fri, 04 May 2012 13:42:00 -0400

aclockworkorange: Winona Ryder

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 12:12:19 -0400

aclockworkorange:

Winona Ryder

Can I make this a blog about me being obsessed with my cats?

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 12:49:24 -0400

Can I make this a blog about me being obsessed with my cats?

♥ i hope you feeling better ♥ =]

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:58:33 -0500

I hope I can start feeling better. Thank you though. Sometimes emotions just get the better of us.

♥

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:50:59 -0500

what kind of tattoo do you want ?

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:44:08 -0500

The main focus of my tattoo will be a Bison and the quote ‘The earth is my body, My head is in the stars’. The rest is detail.

Nothing can make this feel better. Not sitting outside in the cold, watching fish jump in the river,...

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 23:42:01 -0500

Nothing can make this feel better. Not sitting outside in the cold, watching fish jump in the river, admiring the beautiful moon. Not sitting in the dark, taking a hot shower, listening to sad love songs. Not smoking every last one of my cigarettes.

Now I’m still sad, and out of smokes. Lucky me..

Fake

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 22:31:13 -0500

It’s ridiculous how deceptive people can be. Why are you going to try and convince people that you are something you aren’t. Our family strong and united in God. Yea fucking right. Our family isn’t united in anything. Our family is in shambles. You aren’t making it better. You are destroying it. You are like a poison. Poisoning all of your loved ones to be just like you. Cold hearted, judgmental, and just plain mean. You think you are cutting out all the wrong people in your life for the right reasons. All that you are doing is separating yourself from the people who test you and question you. You don’t like it, so you cut those people out. That isn’t a strong person. That is the definition of a WEAK person. You think I am disappointing, look in the mirror. You are only disappointed that you can’t control me. You are disappointed that I’m finding myself as a person. That I’m real. I won’t let you contaminate me. Whatever wish-wash fucking pious beliefs you have, they are bullshit. You don’t have the right to approve of what I’m doing or not doing. You don’t even know me anymore. All you see is physical, you can’t even take time to spend with me one on one, to get to know me. I’m not just some hippie girl with a nose piercing, who wants tattoos. I am your fucking daughter for goodness sake’s.

You have lost yourself in marriages and children who aren’t even your own. You’d rather push your own flesh and blood away, your very own creations and the person who helped create you, then just submit to the person you are.

I’m not a disappoint, you are. You sadden me. I’m trying very hard not to hate you. It makes me sick.

And to family who might read this; what the fuck? I didn’t do anything to deserve ignored phone calls, and random texts, basically accusing me of knowing shit that I didn’t know. You can’t even give me the respect to text back, or call to get my perspective on everything. Thanks a lot. Continue on lying and pretending you are someone who you aren’t also. It will take it’s toll. And you won’t be happy.

Can any of you honestly tell me you are happy now? I don’t think so. There is too much deceit.

Thank you to those of you who are honest. I’m not saying, I’m perfect in all of this. But I am me. The only me, you are going to get.

I was going to go fishing, but we wasted time. Now I have to go to work.

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 16:47:59 -0500

I was going to go fishing, but we wasted time.

Now I have to go to work.

are u french? jewish?

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 16:46:46 -0500

I believe the most dominant ethnicities in my blood are Irish, German, and French. I am not Jewish. I did just ask my roommates if I looked either, and they agreed I did.

I am fucking FUMING right now. Mother fucker.

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 00:10:16 -0500

I am fucking FUMING right now. Mother fucker.

1 week

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 17:03:07 -0500

The amount of time it takes for everything to change.